When I learned that I had to write a paper about what I no longer believe, my past relationship came to mind because it had taught me a lot about myself. When I started writing, I had to really dive deep and remember what I dealt with, how I felt and how I got out. Being that it was a very bad time in my life, I do not like to think about it so I keep it locked away in my brain. Although I don’t mind speaking about it, I just don’t like people feeling bad for me.

When I went home to write this paper, I knew that if I thought about how it started, everything else would follow. So, I knew to write about how we meet first. Knowing what I know now, I was feeling a lot of mixed emotions writing this paper. I was feeling nervous and upset yet brave and happy at the same time. I was feeling nervous and upset because I didn’t want the readers to feel bad for me. But, I also felt brave and happy because I am not that person anymore. I grew so much and this paper made me realize how proud I am of myself.

I feel like I could’ve explained how I was feeling a little better. I also wish that I could’ve wrote about things he would do to me in more detail. I think I gave a broad description about what I went through and got my point across pretty well